WEI 工作上遇到不可磨滅的傷痛 .....
讓 WEI 有求去的念頭 ....
在這間公司工作將近 4 年 ... 有笑 .... 有淚 ... 但不甘心佔大部分 ...
近期更讓 WEI 有身為家事助理的錯覺 .....
WEI 覺得那是主管交辦的事項要接手執行完成 .....
做成這樣還讓人對 WEI 有 " 不信任 " 的感覺產生 .....
如果是這樣 .... 那 WEI 覺得已經夠了 ....
感謝這間公司讓 WEI 學到社會大學裡的人心難測 ....
也讓 WEI 學到工作一昧付出與盡心盡力是不對的 ......
寫到這 .... 也許有人會認為 WEI 太黑暗或是負面 ......
但那是 WEI 最真實的感覺 ....
WEI 選擇放棄 ..... WEI 選擇離開 ..... WEI 選擇退場 ....
或許會有經濟上的衝擊 ..... 或許會有不一樣的發展 ....
WEI 已經有了覺悟 .... 預計 090831 離開 (或許會提早 ) ....
GO .... WEI GO .....
最近在聽 Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway .....
歌詞頗貼近 WEI 目前的心境 .... GOOD ....
貼上歌詞 ......
Breakaway 脫離
Grew up in a small town ( 在一個小城鎮中成長 )
And when the rain would fall down ( 當雨落下時 )
I just stared out my window ( 我只是望著窗外 )
Dreaming of what could be ( 做著白日夢 )
And if I'd end up happy ( 如果我結束了快樂 )
I would pray (I would pray) ( 我會禱告 (我會禱告) )
Trying hard to reach out ( 努力去伸展 )
But when I'd try to speak out ( 但是當我試著說出來 )
Felt like no one could hear me ( 感覺像是沒有人聽得到我 )
Wanted to belong here ( 想要屬於這裡 )
But something felt so wrong here ( 但是在這裡就是感到不對勁 )
So I pray (I would pray) ( 所以我禱告 (我會禱告) )
I could breakaway ( 我可以脫離 )
[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly ( 我將展開翅膀, 學習如何飛翔 )
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky ( 我將盡我所能, 直到接觸天空 )
I'll make a wish ( 我將許願 )
Take a chance ( 把握機會 )
Make a change ( 徹底改變 )
And breakaway ( 然後脫離 )
Out of the darkness and into the sun ( 從黑暗之中進入陽光 )
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved ( 但是我不會忘記所有我愛的人 )
I'll take a risk ( 我將冒險 )
Take a chance ( 把握機會 )
Make a change ( 徹底改變 )
And breakaway ( 然後脫離 )
Wanna feel the warm breeze ( 想要感覺溫暖的微風 )
Sleep under a palm tree ( 在棕櫚樹下沉睡 )
Feel the rush of the ocean ( 感覺海浪的拍打 )
Get on board a fast train ( 搭上快速列車 )
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will) ( 在火箭上漫遊, 遠遠地 (我將會) )
And breakaway ( 然後脫離 )
[Chorus]
Buildings with a hundred floors ( 百層樓的建築 )
Swinging around revolving doors ( 隨著旋轉門轉動 )
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but ( 也許我不知道他們將帶我到哪裡, 但是 )
Gotta keep moving on, moving on ( 我會持續地前進, 前進 )
Fly away, breakaway ( 遠走高飛, 脫離 )
I'll spread my wings ( 我展開翅膀 )
And I'll learn how to fly ( 學習如何飛翔 )
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye ( 雖然向你道別並不容易 )
I gotta take a risk ( 我必須冒險 )
Take a chance ( 把握機會 )
Make a change ( 徹底改變 )
And breakaway ( 然後脫離 )
Out of the darkness and into the sun ( 從黑暗中進入陽光 )
But I won't forget the place I come from ( 但是我不會忘記故鄉 )
I gotta take a risk ( 我必須冒險 )
Take a chance ( 把握機會 )
Make a change ( 徹底改變 )
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway (然後脫離, 脫離, 脫離 )